Random Thoughts of a…

slightly crazed. mostly stable 30-something…

Random Thoughts of a… - slightly crazed. mostly stable 30-something…

She refused… Bulleted…

I’m tired. Too many emotions with no real resolution.

  • She’s not going to rehab. She refuses to go, nothing is wrong, everything is just the pain.
  • She blames Mark and I for drinking. “She was trapped, in that house.”  She wasn’t allowed to cook, do laundry, watch tv without Mark having a temper tantrum. And when she expressed her feelings to me, I was just always angry at her. 1) She promised to cook a number of times and never followed through with it. 2) Even though she hasn’t worked for the last 75 days, she still had to do laundry at 5:30a on Saturday. 3) She watched TV ad nauseum, mostly Judge Judy and Crime Shows. 
  • She will be released from the Psych ward on Friday. She is being referred to Outpatient Therapy and a pain specialist.
  • She is moving into an apartment on Saturday and will be staying in a hotel Friday night.
  • Her idea was to avoid each other for 30 days for her to get her life in order. It’s going to take a lot more than 30 days to get hers shit together, if she ever does. I can’t even say she will actually do it. I have no hope she will.